About Me
Welcome. I’m Lauren VanVajra.
My work is for people who feel something true stirring beneath the surface and are ready to live from that place instead of circling it.
If you are here, you are likely done forcing change or chasing versions of yourself that never quite fit. You sense there is a deeper alignment available. One that does not come from fixing yourself, but from remembering what has always been intact.
I do not guide by telling you who to become. I guide by helping you see what has been obscured. The patterns, tensions, and inner contradictions that quietly shape your choices and relationships. When those come into view, clarity happens naturally. So does relief.
As a Projector, my gift is precision. I see where your energy is leaking, where you are overriding your own truth, and where life is asking for a different orientation. Our work is not about striving or self improvement. It is about removing what interferes with your natural intelligence.
This is a space for recalibration. For trust to return to the body. For your inner knowing to feel usable again, not abstract or distant.
If that resonates, you are exactly where you need to be.
Welcome to the doorway of limitless possibility. Are you ready to explore the vast, interconnected tapestry of existence and unlock profound insights that ripple through every dimension of your being?
Release what no longer serves you. Reclaim your energy. Realign with your power. (75-90 min) Have you been feeling drained, stuck, or weighed down by old attachments to people, relationships, or situations?
Step into a sacred container of sound, breath, and movement to release old energetic patterns and align with the frequency of your highest self.
Heal from the inside out by bridging the subconscious mind and the wisdom of the body. Somatic Hypnotherapy is a gentle yet powerful modality designed to access the root causes of emotional, mental, and energetic patterns stored in your subconscious mind and body.
Crucible is a heated somatic alchemy container.
You do not leave unchanged.
It tends to draw those at thresholds. When identity is shifting. When old ways of relating to the body, power, grief, or desire no longer hold. When insight has gone as far as it can, and the body is asking to be included.
Each Crucible carries a distinct theme, yet the work itself remains rooted in direct experience. Breath, movement, and heat bring awareness into sensation. The body reveals where energy is held, split, or waiting to move. Attention stays close to what is actually happening rather than what should be happening.
This is participatory work. You enter the heat. You move with intention. You stay present as sensation reorganizes itself. Structure and guidance create containment, while the process unfolds through your own lived experience.
People often leave with a felt sense of coherence. Orientation returns. Something unhooks. Something else comes online.
Crucible is for those who trust their body as an intelligent site of transformation and are willing to meet themselves there.
What makes my work different is not a technique. It is how I listen.
I work with the whole of you as it shows up in real time. Thought, sensation, emotion, energy. Nothing is treated as separate or abstract. Change happens when these layers are allowed to speak to each other instead of being managed or overridden.
My work pulls from both ancient lineages and modern frameworks, but it is never formulaic. Intuition and structure move together. Each session responds to what is actually present rather than what was planned in advance.
Whether in a group or one to one setting, the work is experiential and specific. You are met where you are, and guided toward a deeper alignment with yourself that feels lived, not conceptual.
The aim is not improvement. It is embodiment.
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If something in you recognizes that it is time for more depth, more clarity, more truth in how you live and move through the world, trust that recognition. It did not arrive by accident.
I am here to hold space for what is ready to emerge.